Saturday, August 8, 2009

Finally, Saturdays........

I have not being so looking forward to Saturday until today. Megan has been telling me to go to stall B1 first before we look at other stalls. I am talking about St. Faith's Parish Sale which was this morning and of coz the B1 stall were mend by her Kindy's teachers who without failed, notice us...

Why are charity sales so expensive? I know they are for good cause but they literally throat cutting!!!!!

Anyway, that is not why I like this Saturday and next Saturday and the next Saturday and......

This is one of those Saturdays that I have the other half with me and the children. Work made him missed out on our time together. For 6 years I watched him go to work and feeling sad for it. As demand of it soar and got bigger so did his blood pressure, liver problem, hypertension and of coz his hair lines!!!! He stayed because of commitments and just because WE needed the money.

Things turned for worst when his own boss didn't care enough to cover for him except for their own asses and he was transferred to Kuantan!!!!!!! That was the final blow for us. The moment he uttered "I quit"; it was as if a heavy load were lifted from MY OWN shoulder and after so many years, despite knowing we will have to survive on what ever resources we have, I cried cry of joy.

I met my husband when we worked together... When the company reconstructed and had to let go some of the work forces we decided that it'll be better if I were to stay and he opted for the Voluntary Scheme. I never failed to blame my self for this decision although we agreed and soon after he was with this outsourced company. He had ups and downs but towards late last year - management changed and he just didn't have the support he needed. So that was it.

We are trusting God with our lives. We are learning to accept God's grace rather than doing it with our might, and guys... we will be ok. Pray that we be strong and able to see God......

1 comment:

fRanKz said...

Don't worry Do..He will never leave nor forsake you..The song that you sang during our youth days still remain in my heart..

"God is the strength of my heart (3x)
And my portion forever...forever!.."

Remember tat song?